My teacher gave me a D on a paper today. A flipping D! I've mastered straight A's for 5 classes now and I just got my first anything below an A. Her excuse was that I did not follow direction. So I went back and read her instructions and I would like to say they were VAGUE! You cannot reinterpret your direction after papers are posted. I want to put up one stinking fight here but I truly believe that if I fight back, every time she grades anything of mine she will have a predisposition of who I am and all grades will be skewed.
You should have read her remarks.............she was NASTY. You would think teachers would provide constructive criticism. I toiled with quiting school today and I have to tell you I'm inches away from throwing the books down the drain. I have yet figured out why I'm putting myself and family through so much turmoil.
Now I'm so pissed off that I am going to stick with this course. If I fail it, I will fail it going down in a blaze of glory.
I'm just not the book learin' type. Go figure, I watch people around me with Masters and I think to myself, "you're dumb, how did you get that degree?" What does that say about me if I can't do nearly what they have?
Nothing like school, Leadership Academy, work, home and self pressure to make you feel like your not worth much. If everyone expects 100%, I'm going to have to rob school to pay work the percentage it requires. I just don't have enough percentage to go around so something has to suffer and right now it is my happiness. The earthquake and tsunami in Japan made me wonder, how many of those people that lost their lives were actually happy on their last day? It's time to start living life to it's fullest. Can someone tell me what that is exactly?
